Ciamon of Chymar – Part 3

Part 1 | Part 2

On the third day as he left her hut, Aleenia said, “Don’t trust him.”

It was the first odd thing she had said since she had made him memorise the words. He didn’t know who she meant but it didn’t take long for him to guess. Mid way in his training the village lookout let out a howl meaning that strangers were approaching.

As was the custom, he and three warriors walked out to greet the strangers. There seemed to be five of them, all human but of fairer skin than Ciamon had ever seen. Two people approached his group, one man with greasy hair and an older woman whose skin was almost as white as Aleenia’s.

“Hail Panos, we are travellers from a far off land with wares to trade.”

“Hail Human,” Ciamon replied putting a little too much emphasis on ‘human’. It was considered an insult to great someone by their race instead of their title or name. “What sort of wares could you have for a humble village, such as ourselves?”

“A little of everything.” The strange man replied with a crooked grin. There was something strange about his accent and something even stranger about his scent. He smelled of metal and oil. Ciamon saw that all five of them wore multiple pieces of stone as jewelry, something that the Panos considered gaudy and arrogant.

“You may display your wares here in the merchants square. I will inform the pack that you are here.”

“Thank you, but the sun is bright in this area and we don’t want our silks to fade. Could we set up next to the forest and the fields?” The field were on the other side of the town, surrounded by stone markers, indicating the final resting place of the tribe’s honoured dead. Their crystalized bodies gave off positive magics that helped grow food. To help the pack, even after death, was the greatest honour.

“You can set up here or move on.” Ciamon was being impatient and rude, but there was something not quite right with these Pale Humans.

As was his responsibility, Ciamon placed several guards at the fairground and then went from hut to hut telling his people that there were traders. He kept Aleenia’s hut for last. When he came in he saw the sadness in her mother’s eyes.

“There are traders in the fairgrounds,” He told her.

“I know. Aleenia has been prophesising in her sleep. They’re trouble…” the Shaman was interrupted by Aleenia’s yelling.

“They are buzzards feeding off a dead beast that doesn’t know it’s dead. They are only the first.” Aleenia stopped yelling and fell back into her deep sleep.

Both Ciamon and the Shaman shrugged, not understanding what Aleenia was trying to say. The Shaman had told him once that Seers didn’t go mad from their visions, but from trying to understand them. Aleenia had laughed at her mother then, but hadn’t laughed once her visions became more intense.

“I’ll double the guard on the humans,” he said as he stroked Aleenia’s fur.

The fairgrounds were filled with people when he returned. The humans had set up a dozen booths with everything from exotic food to weapons. He glanced at the weapons and weighed one of the swords. They had intricate metalwork but it wasn’t balanced properly having its centre of gravity near the end of the blade. His father had a blade crafted by a master Tamoran blacksmith. Every part of the blade flowed with attention to craft. This one was created to be pretty and felt cold and unloved.

The big draw for the village was exotic fried dough that strangers called a doughnut, and the clothing. Every stitch of the clothing was perfect and in a perfect line. An Elder pack woman said she’d never seen stiches so perfect and she had studied under a stitch-witch.

Having been with his father and mother at each fair, he knew there was something strange with these humans. Their wares were perfect, yet they cost half as much as other traders would charge. They also didn’t drink and moved with almost military precision. Ciamon was especially confused by the strange metal barrels that were attached to the side of the carts. They smelled strange but he couldn’t recognize the smell.

“How do you get your corn so large?” asked the leader of the pale humans. “Ours never grow more than half the size.”

Thankfully he hadn’t asked Ciamon and hadn’t been looking at him. The man’s voice made Ciamon’s hair puff like a jumpy pup.

The head farmer answered him in the traditional way, “Our crops grow due to the love of our ancestors.” Something inside Ciamon told him that this story shouldn’t be told to the pale man but it was a tradition that all the races knew about. What harm could come of it. “We bury the crystalized bodies of our dead around our gardens. Their souls nourish the earth and keep pests away.”

“Surely you must be kidding the markers are too close together. They can’t mark graves.”

“You must come from very far away mister,” said the farmer. “Don’t your people crystalize and shrink to the size of a large watermelon when they die? Or do you die like animals and let your corpses rot?”

“No no, we crystalize. We just don’t get as small.” The man was lying. It unsettled Ciamon, but if he were going to force them to go away he needed a better reason than being unsettled or a trader lying. Traders lied all the time.

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Why your Coffee Pod Machine is Terrible!

Hello Coffee People,

I’m still swamped by deadlines but I have a few coffee things that must be said…

New Flavour

Our newest flavour is Black Cherry and is one of my favourites.

A Light Roast with Black Cherry Flavouring
A Light Roast with Black Cherry Flavouring

Coffee isn’t difficult to make.

You may be scoffing at the moment, but I’m completely serious. Unless you’re looking at making an espresso, cappuccino, or other slightly fancier drinks that the little coffee place down the street makes, there are only 5 steps to coffee.

  1. Boil Water
  2. Grind Beans
  3. Pour Water over grinds
  4. Wait a few minutes
  5. Pour coffee through filter

If you have a drip coffee machine, it’ll do 1, 3, 4, and 5 for you. You can buy pre-ground coffee everywhere. (Full beans stay fresh longer though.)

Pods are BAD!

I’m not talking about pod people

Coffee pods are one of the most ridiculous creations of the 21st century. We took one the most simple processes in the world (See Above), made it needlessly complex and ridiculously wasteful.

They are so bad that even the creator regrets them. They have been called, melodramatically, the New Eco Villain.

You get the idea. The pods aren’t environmentally friendly. They can’t be recycled easily and even the alternatives aren’t great yet.

This applies to all pods by the way, not just Keurig.

Pod Machines Aren’t Better

For you to be able to pop a pod into a machine and press go, there needs to be a bunch of tech behind it. Add on anti-competition bar codes, wi-fi, blue-tooth, etc., and you now have a machine that dedicates most of its power to electronics, NOT COFFEE.

The more complex a machine, the harder it is to repair and the more likely it is to die. Pod machines are nearly impossible to fix.

Not only that, the average shelf life of a pod machine is significantly shorter than that of a regular coffee machine.

Cost

Pods

Pods are slightly cheaper than buying coffee at a coffee shop each day, but they are much more expensive than buying the beans. Per 8 ounce cup of coffee you’re paying around $1 for a pod, $1.25 for a coffee shop, 80 Cents for high end coffee beans, or 0.03 cents for standard coffee grinds. (Pre ground McDonalds, Tim Hortons, President’s Choice, etc.)

Even the standard coffee grinds make better coffee than the pods.

Machines

You’ll pay anywhere from 40+ for a pod machine and a regular brand name coffee maker will cost you about the same.

Let me tell you a secret. The best coffee makers are those with as little bells and whistles as possible. Heating water through a pump is the most power intensive part of a machine and the least draining is the heat plate under the pot.

You need to heat water to high temperature to release all the oils for flavour, but the more gizmos (Clocks, Alarms, Grinders, Wifi, etc) the less power the machine can use to heat the water, and a lot of companies will cheat and only heat the water a little and let the hot plate keep it warm.

That’s why the best coffee comes from cheap machines that have no bells and whistles or something like a French Press.

I personally love the President’s Choice brands of coffee maker from Loblaw’s. Mine is going on 8 years now and still making great coffee.

Taste

Disclaimer

Feel free to disregard my opinion since I roast and sell coffee and will NEVER sell pods.

I’ve been drinking coffee for nearly 2 decades. I’ve almost tried everything but Kopi Luwak. I could be seen as a coffee snob.

I’ve tasted all the major pod machines. They’ve ranged from $40 to $600 and they’ve all been worse than regular coffee. (Granted the $600 one wasn’t terrible.)

None of them can compete with a French Press or a cheap drip coffee maker.

Why?

The answer is two-fold:

  1. The more electronics there are, the less power there is to the water heating mechanism. This causes inconstant heat or low heat and that means you’re not getting the best oil extraction from the bean.
  2. Pods aren’t able to breath. Ever notice the little vents on bags of coffee? Those are essential for the grinds to breath out the gas they exude as they age. If the gases aren’t vented they make the coffee go stale faster. Combine this with the amount of time it takes to package and you have stale coffee.

Challenge

If you think I’m being mean to your pod machine and completely disagree with me that it makes sub-par coffee for way too much money, feel free to challenge me to a coffee duel.

I’ll put my $15 Loblaw’s’ machine with JenEric Gourmet Muggle Coffee against any pod machine and pod coffee you want. (We’ll of course film it, because that kind of drama is AWESOME!)

When I win you’ll buy at least 1 bag of coffee.

In the unlikely chance that you win, I’ll publicly admit I was wrong about which tastes better and buy you a box of your favourite pod coffee. (I will not admit I was wrong about the environmental impact, that’s fact.)

Are you willing to challenge me?

Éric?

Ciamon of Chymar – Part 2

Part 1

Outside the Shaman’s tent Ciamon had been pacing since the moon was high in the sky. Now the sun was coming over the horizon and his father, leaving the tent, found him having worn a gash into the grass.

“She’s going to live, son,” his father told him. Ciamon held back tears of joy. He didn’t like crying in front of his father. He only nodded, not trusting his voice. Despite the good news, his father still looked sad. With a heavy sigh he said, “She needs medicine. The Shaman says there’s bleeding inside her head. I’m taking the hunting pack to get the medicine from Tamoran.” The trip between the village and the great city of the Tamoran Empire was dangerous and took a week each way. The city was outside the wall that encircled Chymar.

Putting his large paw on Ciamon’s shoulder, his father said, “I will make sure that she doesn’t become crystal.” Ciamon shuddered at the thought of seeing her turn to crystal, a process that happened to all six of the great races of Seidrheim. “You’re sixteen years old now and I expect that you’ll take care of our people.”

Never before had his father left him in charge. It was only ceremonial, as the Shaman would see to any important duties, but it was a show of respect and that his father saw him as a man. “I will do my best to honour you and our pack.”

“Enough of this, go see the girl. She asks for you.”

Walking quickly into the hut, Ciamon was worried that Aleenia would have changed. He had heard of seers going mad or forgetting things. “You found me.”

“Just like you knew I would,” he said stroking her arm. Her mother smiled at him and walked to another room in the hut. Neither of them wanted to talk about her illness and they spent hours speaking of everything else.

“Stop looking so worried,” she scolded him. “I have seen my death. It’s not in a bed and it’s certainly not so young. I have things to do.”

“You never remember that much detail. And sometimes you only see a metaphor not reality. You can’t truly know when you’re going to die. But thank you for trying to reassure me.”

Smiling she replied, “I know more than you think. I need you to remember something. Do you know the words to activate the tower?” The tower was a large pillar half way between the village and the ruins. Wizards from Tamoran had placed it there saying it could contact them if something came out of the ruins. Nothing ever had, but each shaman was told how to activate it.

“No, why?”

“I don’t know why, but you need to know. The words are, Haski Fra Utan.” She made him repeat them until he mastered the words. They were in a language he didn’t understand. She was very insistent that he not forget them.

Ciamon stayed with her until his father came to say goodbye. The two hugged and his father promised to be swift. He returned to her side as quickly as he could.

“Hello again,” she said looking at him. Her white eyes didn’t disconcert him the way they did others.

“Haski Fra Utan,” he replied, showing her he hadn’t forgotten.

“What does that mean?” She asked with a confused smile.

“You only ever told me the words, not what they mean…” he drifted off not sure what else to say.

“Oh, of course, yes. Just testing you.” She laughed awkwardly and changed the subject.

The following days he fell into a routine of waking up, dealing with village business as fast as he could, and then spending time with her before he had to teach the youngest pups how to hunt. The town business was normally small disputes or confusions.

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Wargrave Island (Serial Story) Part 2

List of Characters | Part 1

After Riko and Ethan put out the fire in the canoe there was little left to identify the body.

“Everyone get inside and let Riko do her job.” Zoe’s voice was shrill and betrayed how close to panic she was. Thankfully the crowd listened and started moving towards the hotel.

The exception was Abe, who was holding his cellphone as a flashlight. “I can help,” he said. When Riko gave him a questioning look he added, “I’m a doctor now.”

Both Ethan and Riko had trained with forensics, but not enough to compete with a doctor. Abe looked at the body and reached out for it. He stopped himself before touching the body. “I can’t tell anything in this light. We’ll have to bring it into the hotel.”

“It’s ok doc,” Ethan said, moving to the back of the canoe. “We’ll have forensics here in the morning. We’ll use one of the empty rooms to put the whole canoe.”

They took some pictures for evidence and carried the boat into the hotel. The music had been turned off and the only sounds were the faint hum of the florescent lights.

Taking the elevator was impossible; the boat was too big. Riko was happy they had taken the stairs once she smelled the body. It smelled of burnt flesh and hair. All three of them where gagging as they exited the empty room.

Riko dialed 911 on her cellphone as they walked back to the lobby. It didn’t connect. The phone said she had full bars but she couldn’t call out. “I’m not getting through. Can you?” she asked Ethan.

He creased his brow in concentration as he tapped the phone. She knew he hated using it. “Not getting anything.” Shaking his head, he added, “I’ll look at reception.”

They left Ethan at reception and headed to the dance hall. It was quiet and those in it seemed mostly sullen or scared. Jonathan had a glass of something amber and was nursing it in the corner near the bar. Someone had turned off the music.

When the three of them walking into the room, everyone turned and stood up. Someone asked, “Who was it?”

“We’re not sure who was in the boat. The body was too badly burned. Is anyone’s cell able to call out?”

“Nope,” slurred Jonathan, “Wifi’s down too. It’s like 1996 in here.” His laughter bordered hysterical.

“Does anyone have a satellite phone?” It was a long shot and everyone shook their head. “Ok, who’s here and who’s missing?”

Zoe stood up straighter and started pointing people out, “Well there’s Jonny, me, Abe, Arun, you, we all came on the second boat. Then there’s Sandrine, Missy, and Kate. They were on the first boat with Zane, Blane, and James.” Sandrine, Missy and Kate were in the room but the other three weren’t.

“What about Allison?” Sandrine asked. She had barely changed since the last time Riko had seen her; all scorn and muscle. She and James had been an unstoppable bully team in high school. Riko shuddered at the memories. They’d loved calling her stupid names like Flied Lice, Eggroll, and Riko the Hun.

“No one’s seen her. Right?” asked the Zoe. Riko was starting to suspect that the woman’s perkiness increased with stress. “Oh my god, she must be the body!” Zoe looked ready to faint or do a somersault, it was hard to tell.

“There’s no way to know that for sure. There’s still the plus ones right?” Riko looked around the room and was shocked to see everyone shake their heads. “No one brought someone?”

“My husband’s with the kids, our babysitter cancelled at the last minute,” Kate smiled apologetically. She’d been their class’s star athlete until a drunk driver had hit her while she was jogging in their senior year. Riko reconnected with the feisty redhead when her sister had needed a wedding planner. She and Riko had been training together for marathons.

Looking anxiously from her phone to Riko, Missy said, “I was going to bring my sister; she had a big crush on Arun, but she had to work at the last minute.” The nervous glances at her phone told Riko that Missy didn’t like being off the grid. She’d seen Missy on the news a few times, especially during the elections. Missy had run and won in their old riding for the provincial conservative party.

All their stories were similar. Each of those that had planned to bring someone, that person had canceled at the last minute.

Sighing at the odd coincidence, Riko tried to be as calm as possible as she said, “There are four people missing. I’m going to wait until my partner gets back and then we’re going to search the hotel to find them.” She wished the hotel had staff instead of being a giant rental. The idea behind the hotel was complete privacy. It was self-contained and fully stocked. When rented, the client could bring their own staff or not. It looked like Allison had decided not.

“Riko,” Ethan didn’t look happy as he walked it. Whispering he said, “All the phones are voice over IP and not working.” She’d guessed that, it wasn’t easy getting a landline to an island.

He gulped and she knew there was something else going on. “What?” she asked a little too impatiently.

“I found another body,” he said it too loud and Zoe screamed.

“Abe come with us, everyone else stay here,” she ordered.

Ethan pointed inside the elevator and once again the three of them were staring at a dead body. It was James; although he’d lost a lot of weight, his beady brown eyes were the same. He’d been hung with a long USB cable.

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South Korea themed cafes

Heading to South Korea? After seeing all these awesome little cafes, I just might go soon! Here are a few that I found that looked interesting to me!

Harry Potter

The newest is Hogsmeade; a Harry Potter themed bar. It’s in North Gyeongsang Province, on the East coast of South Korea.

 

Hogsmeade, image from utiedkpop.com
Hogsmeade Cafe in South Korea, image from unitedkpop.com.

They have all sorts of Harry Potter-themed treats, including butterbeer and chocolate frogs, and if you haven’t gotten your house robes yet, you can buy them here, no matter which house you’re in. (As a Hufflepuff, I always find it difficult to get merch with my house, although stores are getting better!) The interior is stunningly decorated, and you might forget that you’re not actually in Hogsmeade!

Sherlock

221B is a very classy and elegant cafe in Seoul, with great attention to detail in the decor – check out the picture of the bathroom wallpaper! They have Sherlockian coffee and food items, including eggs Benedict. 😉 There’s a TV screen that shows the episodes on constant repeat. I wonder if they had a viewing party when the new episodes came out this year?

Monster Movies

Monster Cupcakes in Seoul has sweet treats based on classic monsters. They haven’t posted any pictures on their Facebook page since 2012, but hopefully they’re still around!

Doctor Who

Although not a cafe, the Doctor Who Pub & Grill in Anyang is a cute little place with subtle (and some not-so-subtle) nods to the British TV show, mostly through the decor. The food is not themed, or at least it wasn’t at the time of the article that I linked you to (April 2015). We can only hope they’ve added Whovian related foods to their menu now that it’s been around for a while.

Charlie Brown

There’s a cute little cafe called the Charlie Brown Cafe in Oebalsan-dong, Incheon Airport. The food, especially the pastries, is absolutely adorable, with images of the characters included in the edibles. You can also buy merchandise. The decor is mainly why I want to go here.

The interior of the Charlie Brown Cafe. Image from blogspot.com.
The interior of the Charlie Brown Cafe. Image from blogspot.com.

Hello Kitty

Of course there is a Hello Kitty Cafe. Actually, there are several throughout South Korea. The decor is adorable, the food is themed, and you can buy merchandise.

I hope you enjoyed this quick run-through of the themed cafes in South Korea! There are more that I didn’t talk about here.

If you’d like help booking a trip to South Korea.Jen has retired from working as a travel agent. Hope you’ve enjoyed Fandom Travel.

Wargrave Island (Serial Story) List of Characters

Part 1| Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11

Sergeant Ethan Avalon

The only person who came as a plus one he is Riko’s police partner of six years. In his mid-thirties with a casual surfer look he’s often mistaken as innocent or non-threatening. He’s always been supportive of Riko and she has a huge crush on him that she won’t admit to herself.

Inspector Riko Dulac

Youngest Inspector in Ottawa Police history, she was the quiet geeky student who was often teased for being the only Asian in her class.

Abe Harker

He was an outcast in high school due to his high intellect and inability to understand the other students. His cape and obsession with old monster movies didn’t help. The same qualities that made him an outcast game him the tools to be a great surgeon. He still loves old horror movies.

Kate Irondale

The perfect sports person, she won all the awards Arun didn’t. She had a huge crush on him until her accident. She was hit by a car and lost the use of her legs. She and Arun didn’t speak much after.

She went on to compete in multiple sporting events in her chair and is considered one of Canada’s best wheelchair racers. She’s a wedding planner and has been happily married for five years. She’s the only one on the island to have children.

James Grant

Sandrine’s best friend and toady; he was known as Fat Jeff in high school. After getting caught in university selling drugs for Sandrine, he spent some time in jail. He spent his five years in prison learning all he could about writing screenplays and moved to L.A. where he had minor success writing and met his wife; Rani Grant, a famous Bollywood actress trying to make it in Hollywood.

Zoe Green

Online video personality and psychologist, was one of the first vloggers. She used her show in high school as a way of dealing with the stress and transitioned it into an educational program about mental health and fashion.

Zane and Blane Gunn-Gonzalez

Zane and Blane were inseparable throughout high school. When Zane came out as gay everyone expected Blane to stop hanging out with him but he kept saying he didn’t care. In senior year Blane came out as Zane-sexual, as he called it. The two have been happily married for eight years and are trying to adopt.

Arun Lazenby

Won almost every sports trophy in high school and was one of the most popular kids. He and Zoe were voted prom king and queen but he competed and hung out with Kate most of the time. Drafted into the NHL and played for two seasons before a leg injury ended his career. He did a few commercials before becoming a male model.

Jonathan Mayor

A recently divorced professional, he was known as the class clown and partier. He us convinced the he ran over Kate while drunk in high school but drove away before anyone knew. The guilt feeds his alcoholism and false bravado.

Sandrine Morin

The terror of her high school, she was the perfect bully. Her bullying helped to hide some of her less legal activities. She was known to be able to get anything, for a price.

She graduated and went on to run her own construction business as a front for a burgeoning criminal empire.

Allison Rickards

A tech billionaire she found a way of using small portions of users computers to solve scientific and technological problems. TorrentSolve gave everyone who’s machine helped, a portion of the proceeds. Within one year of operations it had solved multiple issues and made Allison a billionaire.

In high school she was the quiet girl that everyone forgot was in the room. She spent most of her time reading non-fiction historical novels and playing with hardware and software.

Melisa “Missy” Quinn

Student body president and the schools biggest gossip Missy was efficient and ruthless. No one was surprised when she went into politics and became an MP. Intense by nature but always fair.

Bitesize News

Hello my Imaginary Friends,

Today we have all kinds of news, exciting little news like tidbits. Yum, bitesize news!

Serial Story

After a tied vote and some soul searching, I have decided that this year’s serial story will be Wargrave Island. It’s a Murder Mystery Homage to And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie.

Next week, if all goes well, I’ll have a list of characters on Tuesday and the second part on Thursday.

Stories

Speaking of stories… I have created a page with a listing of all the stories that have run on this blog. It’s an easy and convenient way to find new stuff to read. Each story or part of a story is between 500-1500 words, which is perfect for a washroom break or bus ride.

Here is the story page.

A Study in Aether

My publisher sent me edits to the first draft and now I get to work through them. I’m mildly intimidated by the 600 or so comments but I was expecting it. I should start today or tomorrow depending on work and other projects.

Events

JenEric Designs will be participating in three to five events this year. The times and dates have been updated on our Events page.

If there’s an event you’d like to see us at feel free to contact us.

FADDS

I’ve been working really hard on FADDS the past few weeks and I had a breakthrough. I’ve tweaked some rules and I think it’s finally close to ready, mechanically speaking. I’d say it’s at 80% done writing.

The next step after the rules are written and tested, is to go through the entire 60 page rulebook and standardize language, add explanation, rearrange rules into a more logical order, and finally submit it to a publisher.

It’s still a ways away but I’m hoping the rules will be finalized by end of summer and rewrites by Christmas.

Everdome

Gah. This story is taking me forever. My issue is sitting down and writing it. I have the rest plotted out and I know how it ends. I just need to sit down and do it but I’m always distracted by something else…

Hoping to be done soon… Sigh.

Coffee

One of my New Year’s Resolutions was to develop 6 new flavours.

The first and an automatic addition to our Core Flavours is Muggle Coffee. It’s actually not a flavoured coffee. It’s the first, and probably only, unflavoured coffee that we’ll hold. It’s delicious.

Go check out our Coffees. They’re always available for commission.

A Medium Roast without Flavouring
A Medium Roast without Flavouring

 

As you can see I’ve been slacking off a little lately *sarcasm*. Between the stuff above, work, layout work, family, and friends ; I’ve been happily busy this year. Let’s hope I can keep up the pace.

 

Any questions about the stuff that JenEric Designs does? Anything we don’t do that you’d like to see?

 

Later Days,

Éric

 

5 Pieces of Advice for My 20-Year-Old Self

I’m older now than I was at 20 and I hope wiser. Here’s the non-paradox causing advice I’d give myself if I could talk to the 20-year-old me.

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5. Trying new things is scary but worth it.

You know how you hate the idea of sushi or kale chips? Try them anyways, twice. You’ll be surprised. You’ll love the first and hate the second, but if you don’t try them, you’ll never know.

This applies to more than just food (although new food rocks), try new kinds of books, new events, new crafts, and new ways of seeing the world.

A lot of it will suck, but the more things you try, the more awesome things you’ll discover.

4. It is ok to like things.

You will meet people who you respect and who absolutely hate things that you like. It doesn’t mean that you should hate those things too. It doesn’t mean that you’re dumb or stupid for liking those things. It certainly doesn’t mean you’re wrong for liking them.

People will judge, berate, and mock you for things you like. Those are the people who suck and shouldn’t be in your life. A true friend will tell you they don’t like it and discuss it without making you feel like crap.

As weird as it sounds, it’s ok to like something that is bad. It gives you the chance to find out more about yourself and what about it you like.

Don’t let others tell you what you like. Trust yourself.

3. It is ok to show excitement about things.

Showing emotion and controlling emotion isn’t the same thing. Society tells you that men need to be stoic, strong, and controlled. That’s complete bullshit. If you want to squee in public, that’s ok. It doesn’t make you less of anything.

It’s perfectly ok to be excited about a movie, job, book, trip, person, meal, tv show, piece of lint, etc.

Showing your excitement shows others how you feel. If they agree or disagree, they’ll talk to you about it.

2. You don’t have to know what to do with your life yet.

You know that deep existential fear that you’ll never find your “calling” or “purpose” in life? Unfortunately for most people, that doesn’t go away. It’ll bug you for the next few decades, possibly more.

Good news is that you’ll find a lot of things you’re good at and that you’d gladly do for the rest of your life. Bad news, they probably won’t pay much to start with, if they ever do.

The only thing you can do about this is keep searching and keep doing the things you love.

1. Jobs, Money, and Love will stress you out…

You may at some point pay off your debts, get a job doing something you’re passionate about, and fall madly in love with the most wonderful person. These are all possibilities, but just like a frustrating video game there’s always something after.

Jobs, Money, and Love will always be there in one form or another.

Getting the perfect job? You’ll stress about keeping it, being good at it, being the best at it, and not over doing it.

Paying off debt and suddenly having lots of money? You’ll have other debts that come up, other expenses, worries about what happens if you lose your job.

Finding the love of your life? You’ll worry about losing them, not being good enough, having to share them with others.

Maybe you’re just a worrier. Maybe these are just facts of life. Either way, deal with them by planning and taking it one step at a time. They’re not going away, they aren’t ends. They’re rungs on the ladder of life.

 

In short, the advice I’d give my 20 year old self is this: Chill, enjoy life, and don’t let anyone tell you how you should be or feel.

Éric

Sick and Serial Story

Hello Imaginary Friends,

I’ve been fighting a virus for the past few weeks. At least I think it’s a virus. I feel much better now but I’m still weak, ache-y, tired, and easily distracted.

I’m really hoping it’s a combination of sickness and allergies and not some sort of burnout. I burned out in the summer of my third year of university and it wasn’t a fun recovery. I suppose I should have realized that taking extra classes and working 40+ hours a week on 3 jobs would come back to bite me in the ass. This feels different though so I should be good.

Serial Story 2016

It’s a tie. 🙁

There are at least 3 people who’ve voted for both stories every poll. I’ve had comments about people wanting to read both stories.

I’m flattered that people are so invested in these stories.

So much for pawning my indecisions on you… I guess I have to choose.

Tune in next Thursday to see what story won out.

 

To your health!

Éric